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My Heart... My Self: June 2005
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My Heart. My Self. The well. where secrets lie. untouched and alone. Thursday, June 23, 2005. If only I could have one day in my life. that were to be unfettered by the restraints of life. one day to do the things I want without thinking about the consequences. what would I do? I don't know at all. I'd go up to bertie and tell him I liked him? Or, when it comes down to that, president of College Publications? Posted by Wen at Thursday, June 23, 2005. Wednesday, June 22, 2005. Maybe 20 if you count the re...
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My Heart... My Self: September 2004
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My Heart. My Self. The well. where secrets lie. untouched and alone. Thursday, September 30, 2004. Posted by Wen at Thursday, September 30, 2004. Wednesday, September 08, 2004. I feel so lost today. I need help, but it seems so far away. There is a sea surrounding me. Of people, sights and sounds. With whom I can't be me. I lost myself today. I need to find me quickly, but I can't see the way. Too many people want so much from me,. So much, too fast,. Why can't they let me be? But you can't see, can you?
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My Heart... My Self: September 2007
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My Heart. My Self. The well. where secrets lie. untouched and alone. Friday, September 28, 2007. Either way it's not good. I've lost the ability to communicate to anyone about things other than studies. I'm afraid I'm losing my mind. I try to rely on myself for the answers to everything I'm facing right now, but it's difficult when all I have is my own reasoning. Am I going too far? When on earth does it stop? I need to feel real again andI can't. Posted by Wen at Friday, September 28, 2007.
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My Heart... My Self: December 2004
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My Heart. My Self. The well. where secrets lie. untouched and alone. Friday, December 31, 2004. Where has the year gone? In a flash of light, its disappeared, and I now feel the uncertainty of my whole life. It's always been this way for me: ride on a wave on false joy, cheer and hope, only to come crashing down all again. and I seem to be yelling more, getting more emotional. What's the use of joy when pain only comes to take its place? What's the use of life if we only live to anticipate death?
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My Heart... My Self: June 2004
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My Heart. My Self. The well. where secrets lie. untouched and alone. Tuesday, June 22, 2004. I'm confused. the past few days I've been trying to get Alex, but he hasn't picked up his phone. guess I should have been a bit more persistent in calling him. are we growing apart now? Is the relationship failing? Posted by Wen at Tuesday, June 22, 2004. Tuesday, June 01, 2004. So scraed now. I don't know where we're headed. is anything the way its supposed to seem? I wish someone could just help me?
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My Heart... My Self: May 2004
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My Heart. My Self. The well. where secrets lie. untouched and alone. Friday, May 28, 2004. I'm confused, aching and hurting. and I know that I might break up with him if we can't understand where the boundaries are set.and I don't want to. but I will. I need help from somewhere. someone. And I'm so scared now. and I'm unsure of what to do. Posted by Wen at Friday, May 28, 2004. Monday, May 24, 2004. Posted by Wen at Monday, May 24, 2004. Wednesday, May 19, 2004. Posted by Wen at Wednesday, May 19, 2004.
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My Heart... My Self: May 2007
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My Heart. My Self. The well. where secrets lie. untouched and alone. Friday, May 25, 2007. On the other hand, he's a really nice guy, and frankly, being friends with him is fun, and it's different from all the other guys in my class and school. The whole thing which I found great was that somehow I felt as though I caould be myself this whole time. and not care what the others thought of me. and I miss it all especially since I don't really know how to BE me most of the time. The dawn is breaking. Ive be...
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My Heart... My Self: September 2005
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My Heart. My Self. The well. where secrets lie. untouched and alone. Tuesday, September 27, 2005. I've been so drained the whole week. just so tired. depressed. Tired of all these expectations of me. tired of my own expectations of me. tired of just flowing with the wind. of listening to everyone and pretending to agree. tired of being nice. or remotely close to nice. tired of faking everything. Why do I even bother writing anything out? Posted by Wen at Tuesday, September 27, 2005.