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Self Conscious, the J Eric Miller blog: 03/01/2005 - 04/01/2005
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Self Conscious, the J Eric Miller blog. Thursday, March 31, 2005. Life is crazy candy baby. Ok, so i'm proud of myself. In my office, ready for my graduate seminar, and what i want, it's sugar. Something like that. a kick of some kind. My job, it sounds easy, and maybe it is, but you're drained after a class. all that emmotional energy. maybe it's just from trying to take yourself seriously. My little addiction to my little instant audience). You need something to start with. You know, a rush. Of course,...
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Self Conscious, the J Eric Miller blog: Schiavo
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Self Conscious, the J Eric Miller blog. Monday, March 28, 2005. My son, over the telephone, what he wants to know, if he goes unconscious , is it ok, or at least should it be ok to not feed him? I try to remember what I thought about when I was four. I try to remember what I was figuring out. I don’t know. I don’t have much to say. It just bothers me is all. Posted by jericmiller @ Monday, March 28, 2005. Kennesaw, Georgia, United States. View my complete profile. List and then block.
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Self Conscious, the J Eric Miller blog: 11/01/2004 - 12/01/2004
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Self Conscious, the J Eric Miller blog. Tuesday, November 30, 2004. Adultery. Whatever Will Be Will Be. Lucky Penny. You Can Stick Your Little Pins in the Voodoo Doll. Idiot American. Means Nothing. K tells me she met someone . This was while she was on a trip. Who can blame her? Her husband hasn’t slept with her or seemed to want to in two years. Of course she is going to meet someone. Over and over. Until she learns what she is trying to teach herself. Until she stops being where she doesn’t want to be.
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Self Conscious, the J Eric Miller blog: a friend indeed
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Self Conscious, the J Eric Miller blog. Sunday, March 27, 2005. And it makes me feel good to know that I can be that somebody else, that at two thirty in the morning you might call me, not just for a ride, but a particular kind of ride, a particular kind of company. This friend whose just been through an auto accident, who is afraid now of driving even when the rain doesn’t pour, she’s going to feel safest with me. She’s telling me about the summer before when we met and how we went to a fountain in a sq...
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Self Conscious, the J Eric Miller blog: my son and me
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Self Conscious, the J Eric Miller blog. Monday, March 28, 2005. My son and me. Last Colorado visit, pre-Karate class. Posted by jericmiller @ Monday, March 28, 2005. Kennesaw, Georgia, United States. View my complete profile. Addict. oral sex. flyover states. pain. love. List and then block. The post without a name. Random Thoughts from Colorado.
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Self Conscious, the J Eric Miller blog
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Self Conscious, the J Eric Miller blog. Tuesday, March 29, 2005. Posted by jericmiller @ Tuesday, March 29, 2005. Kennesaw, Georgia, United States. View my complete profile. My son and me. Addict. oral sex. flyover states. pain. love. List and then block. The post without a name.
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Self Conscious, the J Eric Miller blog: life is crazy candy baby
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Self Conscious, the J Eric Miller blog. Thursday, March 31, 2005. Life is crazy candy baby. Ok, so i'm proud of myself. In my office, ready for my graduate seminar, and what i want, it's sugar. Something like that. a kick of some kind. My job, it sounds easy, and maybe it is, but you're drained after a class. all that emmotional energy. maybe it's just from trying to take yourself seriously. My little addiction to my little instant audience). You need something to start with. You know, a rush. Of course,...
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Self Conscious, the J Eric Miller blog: 10/01/2004 - 11/01/2004
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Self Conscious, the J Eric Miller blog. Sunday, October 31, 2004. Looking for Good. You Can Dance if You Want To. Love/Want/Need. Virtual Sex and Violence and Weight Lifting. Scare Me. I haven’t been handsome the last few days. I try to blame my haircut, but I know it is something deeper. When I prepare to leave the house, I try to make myself believe I think I’m handsome, because I know if I act that way, I’ll look that way. You’ve got to admire that. The nice thing about KH is that she recently told me...
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Self Conscious, the J Eric Miller blog: pluck me
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Self Conscious, the J Eric Miller blog. Tuesday, March 29, 2005. The girl that waxes my eyebrows, she tells me she's half cuban. I tell her all the girls i meet here seem to be half cuban. I tell her i have personal space issues. I tell her i don't like leaning back in the chair with someone hovering over me. No offense, i say. it's not about you. and it's certainly not about the pain- does it hurt much? But i just don't like having anybody in my space. Anyway, she tells me this: get your eye brows waxed.
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Self Conscious, the J Eric Miller blog: today
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Self Conscious, the J Eric Miller blog. Thursday, March 31, 2005. I wonder, if i'd written reproductive, what would you imagine me doing? On sunday, i'm going to dissapear for five days or so. Not like the invisible man. I'm not going to be swept away by aliens. A quieter quiet than all that. there will be nothing really to talk about when i get back. Like the pictures cut out of your memory. the scenes on the editing floor. But then again, none of any of this really does, does it? My son and me.
