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it has not been good | The Fa(c)t of me
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The Fa(c)t of me. Height: 1.52m Current Weight: 81 kg Goal Weight: 45-50kg. April 7, 2015. April 7, 2015. It has not been good. Last few days since the first have not been stellar. So i pigged out, cried and got over it… i haven’t eaten this morning and frankly i feel way to sick to even think about food. so that is how that is going, and as for the exercise, why is something that should be so simple take so much energy to start? Come on really now. Day One of Month ONE. Day 8 month 1. You are commenting...
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Purging | The Fa(c)t of me
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The Fa(c)t of me. Height: 1.52m Current Weight: 81 kg Goal Weight: 45-50kg. March 11, 2015. I never knew that i could get rid of guilt so easily…. I ate way too much – due to emotional upheaval, it would seem i am still eating my feelings. But i got rid of both those feelings and my guilt… all down the toilet and i feel great. Thinspiration – good for the soul. 3 thoughts on “ Purging. March 12, 2015 at 2:32 am. March 16, 2015 at 3:56 am. Idk why but I’m too scared to purge. Any tips?
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PARENTS | The Fa(c)t of me
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The Fa(c)t of me. Height: 1.52m Current Weight: 81 kg Goal Weight: 45-50kg. February 25, 2015. February 25, 2015. Can i please get some help with my mom in particular…. She questions and watches everything i do, the rational, unemotional part of me gets that due to past depression – and suicidal moments; she kinda sees trouble every where. And more importantly, how to i hide this from the one person i have shared everything with since my last mental break in 2011? Step one: HAVE A PLAN. Honestly… T...
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celabration | The Fa(c)t of me
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The Fa(c)t of me. Height: 1.52m Current Weight: 81 kg Goal Weight: 45-50kg. April 9, 2015. April 9, 2015. Today is a day of celebration… My mom is 60 today and after my weigh-in yesterday, managing to lose at least 100g and some inches off certain parts of me – against all odds. to me every gram of fat lost is a victory – gaining a small victory leads to winning the war. So today i celebrate, strangely enough by not eating…. I woke up and i was not hungry and this thinspo stuck in my head;. Day 8 month 1.
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The Fa(c)t of me | Height: 1.52m Current Weight: 81 kg Goal Weight: 45-50kg | Page 2
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The Fa(c)t of me. Height: 1.52m Current Weight: 81 kg Goal Weight: 45-50kg. April 7, 2015. Day One of Month ONE. April fool i am…. It’s the first day and already i have gone off track this morning. I will not give a reason as to why because i believe that rationalizing why is just another way for me to stop feeling guilty and i need the guilt to remind me of the feeling of failure is. My history goes like this; i am stressed = i eat = i over eat, especially what i shouldn’t. March 31, 2015. March 30, 2015.
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Day 8 month 1 | The Fa(c)t of me
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The Fa(c)t of me. Height: 1.52m Current Weight: 81 kg Goal Weight: 45-50kg. April 9, 2015. Day 8 month 1. 6 meals a day. Half a Bowl of oats. Piece of fruit: apple, banana, orange/ grapefruit. Rest of bowl of oats. Small bowl of popcorn, Greek yogurt, nuts and seeds. Dished on a small dinner plate/side plate. Piece of fruit: apple, banana, orange/ grapefruit. 30 45 min walk. Half a Bowl of oats. Piece of fruit: apple, banana, orange/ grapefruit. 2 slice sandwich, egg white omelette, last nights’ meal.
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Learning through Living | The Fa(c)t of me
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The Fa(c)t of me. Height: 1.52m Current Weight: 81 kg Goal Weight: 45-50kg. Author: Learning through Living. August 25, 2015. August 24, 2015. Ugly in a sea of beauty. I feel ugly… i look ugly… i am ugly. There i said it… i am ugly in a sea of beauty. I feel fat… i look fat… i am fat. There i know it. I feel ugly and fat…. I look ugly and fat…. I am ugly and fat. August 24, 2015. My stomach is folding in. Back to food… {lol}. Well thats all i have to report…. August 22, 2015. I know this sounds bad.
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I know this sounds bad | The Fa(c)t of me
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The Fa(c)t of me. Height: 1.52m Current Weight: 81 kg Goal Weight: 45-50kg. August 22, 2015. I know this sounds bad. So it has been forever but im back… i think. My mom and i are going through a financial crisis, basically the only thing keeping us afloat is my mom’s pension and that does not stretch far… trust. But i am happy… we have the bare necessities with regards to food and most times this last week i’ve done without what we have and i am happy …. This crisis is a blessing in disguise i tell you&#...
