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Green Cross/Red blood: November 2008
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This blog is about my life in the wake of sexual trauma: the mundane and the mushroom clouds. Saturday, November 15, 2008. After "taking it easy" for 5 months the source of pain has now been diagnosed as my hips. Seems I have retro-something or other hips- my hips are pointing towards my ass and have been since I was a wee fetus. Why wasn't this detected years and years ago? Side-note: the good doctor said that pain as a result of sitting was a strong indicator that I had hip problems.
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Green Cross/Red blood: Abandonment
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This blog is about my life in the wake of sexual trauma: the mundane and the mushroom clouds. Wednesday, November 11, 2009. Since the break up I've been forced to deal with a few unsavory issues: the trauma (always the trauma), my feelings for M, and its impact on my feelings for S. S hurt me twice along the way, bringing me to tears, abandoning me in my weakest moment, to return a few weeks later after reconciliation and an ultimatum. Did I mention I wrote the letter on the advice of my therapist? Write...
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Green Cross/Red blood: December 2008
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This blog is about my life in the wake of sexual trauma: the mundane and the mushroom clouds. Thursday, December 18, 2008. I've grappled twice this week, fairly light stuff but I'm yet to be wracked with pain. I'm debating whether or not I should do it tonight. I may just do some kickboxing and call it a night. It would appear though, that I should be able to grapple in a limited capacity at least. Monday, December 15, 2008. Monday, December 8, 2008. Teetering towarids the irrational? I'd be a perfect mo...
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Green Cross/Red blood: July 2009
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This blog is about my life in the wake of sexual trauma: the mundane and the mushroom clouds. Saturday, July 18, 2009. I'd have written about this much sooner but the tournament happened.then I got caught up in writing a poem about the crush, even though the event I wanted to relay is about her. What can I say? My need to express myself through the poem took over. Purity right for the wedding) and I'm the one cut open. If I was the virgin in this situation, what was lost/gained? I do not know. When BJJ i...
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Green Cross/Red blood: November 2009
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This blog is about my life in the wake of sexual trauma: the mundane and the mushroom clouds. Wednesday, November 18, 2009. Here comes a rant. I am completely certain and uncertain. And let’s face it, I tend to be wholly uncertain by nature, so this certainty thing? Damnit, I’m never going to get that Vegas hooker am I? Wednesday, November 11, 2009. Since the break up I've been forced to deal with a few unsavory issues: the trauma (always the trauma), my feelings for M, and its impact on my feelings for S.
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Green Cross/Red blood: I...live...again
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This blog is about my life in the wake of sexual trauma: the mundane and the mushroom clouds. Wednesday, November 4, 2009. I'm back. And I just read the last entry. My god. How the status quo has changed. I am a creature of emotional extremes. Here is the long and short of it:. 1 I broke up with G, who will now be called M. 2 I have entered into a relationship with S. S=the blackbelt, the Muy Thai striker. 3 I have acquired my blue belt in Judo. November 11, 2009 at 10:01 AM. November 11, 2009 at 4:59 PM.
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Green Cross/Red blood: January 2009
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This blog is about my life in the wake of sexual trauma: the mundane and the mushroom clouds. Friday, January 30, 2009. Had to lone mom 2,000.00. Never thought I'd be doing that. Practice is on the ropes. Very busy week: writing/revising personal statements, helping at office, and all the other crazy ga ga I do.and I may get up tomorrow to do a Muy Thai seminar. Monday, January 26, 2009. My knees are voicing a little displeasure, but so far the consequences have been minimal. Wednesday, January 21, 2009.
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Green Cross/Red blood: May 2009
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This blog is about my life in the wake of sexual trauma: the mundane and the mushroom clouds. Friday, May 29, 2009. General State of Things. Did some side-control drills last night. I managed to recover guard on everyone, and all but one- -I believe- was unable to recover on me. Not bad. I'm sleeping in a little too long most days, and any behavior that is even vaguely comparable to the babykicker's makes me a bit neurotic and self-conscious. Thursday, May 28, 2009. This is the same time JKD 2 meets....
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Green Cross/Red blood: A curse
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This blog is about my life in the wake of sexual trauma: the mundane and the mushroom clouds. Tuesday, July 14, 2009. It's 2 am. In the middle of july, her air conditioner is broken. She's stripped to nothing and the bed cover sticks to her skin. At that moment, when she is alone with her chastity ring, I want her to think of me and thirst. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). View my complete profile. Trauma, Survivors, help, etc. The Aftermath of Incest. Writers, artists, crazy people.