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Saturday, December 27, 2008 * 5:38 PM. Suddenly not feeling good tim. My mama say i treat ppl too good wor. Be jo water fish. =.=". Think ha think ha real geh. haihs. Because i feel that i really dont have real friend now. Most of my friend be friend with me because they want to use me. sob. I not mean to count for everything la. but this is real. Go to campus, have to fetch they all but then did they really care about me? Did they ever feel like thanks me for fetching them to campus? What they gave me?
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Oh,shut up. lovebitchesXD.blogspot.com. Saturday, March 13, 2010. Trust is like a mirror. You can fix it if it is broken,. But you can still see the cracks in that motherfucker's reflection. As quoted by lady gaga-. Yeah,this is charmainism.blogspot.com,do not mess with me,because I'm scary. I love. shopping. family. friends. iceCreams having a good time. and if u don't like me, then get your shit and leave. Not in a relationship. Please leave a tag. Unlimited chocolate ice-creams forever.XD.
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Thursday, March 12, 2009 * 10:49 PM. One more unhappy colour today. His appeal had failed.that's mean he have to stay one more semester for the repeated subject =(. In another words, im going to degree alone T.T. Feel like we are in the different world. Feel like u're smaller than me! Too old to play alot and wasting time on studies.perhaps. I think u should get smart &pass those subject and graduate faster! Dont play so much. u're not young anymore! Always remember our 10yrs plan ok? GO TO THE BEACH.
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Monday, October 18, 2010 * 11:03 PM. I got this story by lai jun wei. I dont know him in person. but the story is very inspirational. =). You didn't do anything wrong. Y cos you get hurt bcos of me. Whenever I made a mistake, you're always there to erase it. But as you make my mistakes vanish, you lose a part of yourself. You get smaller and smaller each time. All my life, I've been the pencil. And it pains me to see the eraser that is my parents getting smaller and smaller each day. For I know t...
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Hurt and disappointed to the max. Thursday, October 30, 2008 * 2:07 AM. My sense is not wrong at all. What my heart telling me is never wrong. Today I log in his msn and i view the history between him and his ex. So sorry. i doesnt mean that i dont believe you.my curiosity, doubt and suspect is too heavy to make me trust u anymore. I dont understand why u wanna play me like this. I very hate myself now. i feel myself soooo dirty. What the fuck is happening? U though I AM what? When u want me, u take me.
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For you to know.for me to find out. Friday, November 27, 2009 * 1:42 PM. A long relationship is hard to gain. BUT have you ever wonder that it’s the feeling you. Or it’s just a feeling of norm for getting together? After years of relationship, we feel bored? The reason is quite easy; it’s either Money or Attitude? Have you ever wonder this before you get into a relationship? Sometimes things are better in the way that we have yet known the. The truth may hurt for a little while but a lie hurts forever!
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Downcast for a moment. Friday, May 30, 2008 * 1:06 AM. I would like to say sorry if my attitude hurts anyone out there. I know i quite emotional these few day, i just couldnt. I was worry about anything. Well, come out from house. all have to done by my own. Its quite difference in NS in every aspect? Maybe now i have to find my own food, timing on my own, money limited. BUT what i got is freedom which i wanted it so much last time. Its quite depressed here because i was really worried about my study.
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Oh,shut up. lovebitchesXD.blogspot.com. Wednesday, September 29, 2010. What I want most. Is to be able to close my eyes at night. And sleep without having to worry about tomorrow. To let go and just sleep. That is what I want most. Wednesday, September 22, 2010. I'm trying very hard to stop he negative toughts. Stop the evil pictures. You make it very hard for me to stop. Saturday, September 11, 2010. I always do this. One strong word then something emotional or funny. You're all using it all wrong =(.
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Thursday, June 19, 2008 * 2:12 PM. I don't know what had happened to me this few day. I don't have reason why i alive in this world. I just don't know what the purpose of having me in this world? I feel so alienated, moody, stress, betrayed.etc. I don't understand why? Nobody knows what i'm thinking. I been leave alone in the corner of the world. Nobody around to care about me. I dont want people to ask me why. I just need 'certain' people to stay besides me. Who could be the one? Me myself dont know who.
