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if not here, WHERE?: February 2009

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If not here, WHERE? Saturday, February 21, 2009. My right side of my mouth and throat has become paralysed. it hurts even when i try to talk. but yet i cannot stop eating. very annoying. oh and amanda. As disheartening as she can be, that was already a rather sweet gesture of her i guess. impromptu. I wanna use an slr. To take artsy photos too! Oops, sensitive issue, in case some people [which i would reckon a whole lot of ppl's. Feet will] might think the shoe fits them. Not bitter. AM I? When i grow up.

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if not here, WHERE?: November 2009

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If not here, WHERE? Monday, November 30, 2009. All i can and should say is that im decomposing myself from within. Sunday, November 29, 2009. If you never tell, we should never know. Coffee till 5am in the morning. no more javachip, embracing the zen shaker tea introduced by claresta. haha. Do you like to read your own blog's archives? Changes are changes, for better or worse. I know it sounds funny but sometimes i forget my own age. like seriously. sometimes i think im still 18 haha. Till then, goodnight.

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if not here, WHERE?: February 2010

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If not here, WHERE? Sunday, February 28, 2010. And they didn't even put up a fight; they didn't even make a sound. Saturday, February 27, 2010. Back to writing, need to get the momentum of typing. Speaking of which, p randomly dropped a few msgs on me the day before. it was a nice warm fuzzy feeling to think that you've not been forgotten. I have a thousand and one ulcers everywhere in my mouth, under my tongue and a sore throat. first signs of falling sick. yikes. Friday, February 26, 2010. But makes th...

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if not here, WHERE?: September 2009

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If not here, WHERE? Friday, September 25, 2009. You're desperately asking if you sounded desperate. Horribly lazy. work's gonna be this big drag, i hope the person i see tmr is not who i think it is? I should bring a penknife with me in case i have to slit my wrists. but wait, surely the kitchen has bigger, sharper knives. plus i'll be working for 5 days in a row. nice. Sigh my life sucks. Today, I got a phone call for a interview at Target at 4:30 pm. I tell the manager that I am there for my interview.

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if not here, WHERE?: June 2009

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If not here, WHERE? Wednesday, June 24, 2009. Everybody falling down down down down down. Space Cowboy - Falling Down ft Paradiso Girls Official Music Video. Xueling got me addicted to this song and so should you. Friday, June 19, 2009. YAY I PASSED MY DRIVING! SO HAPPY I DONT KNOW WHAT ELSE I CAN TYPE! Monday, June 15, 2009. Any hotter you'll have to grill it yourself. Can she be any hotter? And only hot people get away with hair like that. double sigh! Saturday, June 13, 2009. Pitbull's the male gaga.

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if not here, WHERE?: October 2009

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If not here, WHERE? Tuesday, October 20, 2009. Monday, October 12, 2009. Yes, it gets a little rusty. The brother brought the vaio back today. Say, after 3 months? So i should have been studying my ass off during this period but no, i've been doing everything else instead of studying. the scary thing is i sometimes forget my exams are drawing near and i dont seem to be panicking. even if i do i choose to whine to ppl instead of doing something concrete like actually studying. nice.

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if not here, WHERE?: April 2009

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If not here, WHERE? Thursday, April 16, 2009. Panic attacks like a crack in the levy. Twelve more days and i would be expected to write essays like how i used to, without having practiced. My fear is pretty absurd. It's the kind whereby i constantly say i'm panicking but i can never seem to do enough. Or perhaps, do nothing at all. Thursday, April 2, 2009. Tale as old as time,Song as old as rhyme. When i was much much younger, beauty and the beast looked so perfect. and everyone wanted to be belle. Sleep...

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if not here, WHERE?: March 2010

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If not here, WHERE? Thursday, March 11, 2010. Once again im leaving blogspot to find greener pastures. I may or may not return. Http:/ ifnotherewhere.wordpress.com/. Tuesday, March 9, 2010. Now jump up lets get krazzy. Saturday, March 6, 2010. Have you ever thought of selling yourself to science? Why you hold my hand! You think im yd right! Why would i think of anyone who is not here? Er that's called missing someone'. Well, needed it for a project and all i had to ask was 'do you love me? Blueberries in...

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Pain: November 2006

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The only proof you're alive. Friday, November 10, 2006. School drains your life away. Only three weeks in school has made me really miss the holidays sia. And next week is gonna be the director's cup and im part of darren team playing street soccer.OMG.I hope i don't screw up or else those guys are gonna kill me.Haiz. HaizNothing much to add,very tired.Sleepy.Zzzz. Posted by victor at 7:49 AM. View my complete profile. Shake It - Metro Station. Laughter is the best medicine.

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if not here, WHERE?: January 2010

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If not here, WHERE? Saturday, January 30, 2010. Jojo is in slumber beside me now. blinghere's abandoned me. Went to 3 golf places and 3 farms today. ikea for poached salmon wingzz. yum yum. Im going to count my blessings today and say this sat's great. i feel the effort and that's prolly why im not grumbling as much. STILL CANT BELIEVE SHE LET ME GO JUST LIKE THAT THOUGH. but sigh, i think this is about as good as it can get? I dont think anyone will be as considrate and thoughtful as this. But then agai...