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listen:: Bookworm
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Quotes, lyrics, poems, passages and whatnot. a blog for unoriginal thoughts running around in Chel's head. Wednesday, May 06, 2015. You think your pain and your heartbreak are unprecedented. In the history of the world. But then you read. It was books that taught me the things that tormented me most were the very things that connected. Me with all the people who were alive, or had ever been alive. 160; James Baldwin. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). There's a hell of a good universe next door;.
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there's a hell of a good universe next door;: June 2012
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There's a hell of a good universe next door;. This is the personal weblog of Chel Mercado. now with 0% Trans Fats! Your results may vary. Jun 30, 2012. From my sixth grade choir class. Step by step. day by day. inch by inch, all the way. Bit by bit. mile by mile,. And little by little you're there. If you can't climb a mountain then climb a hill. That's much better than standing still. There's a way if you've got the will. And little by little you're there.". Jun 26, 2012. Getting my hopes up.
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there's a hell of a good universe next door;: July 2012
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There's a hell of a good universe next door;. This is the personal weblog of Chel Mercado. now with 0% Trans Fats! Your results may vary. Jul 28, 2012. I'm tired of the scent of urine and the way you look right past me. I feel lied to and unwanted and alone. I hate that belly and the way you don't give a shit. I love you, but I'm not in love with you, and it seems the feeling's mutual. Jul 18, 2012. The Never-Ending Job Search. I feel useless. I feel as though I lack value to society. Jul 17, 2012. Peopl...
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there's a hell of a good universe next door;: May 2012
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There's a hell of a good universe next door;. This is the personal weblog of Chel Mercado. now with 0% Trans Fats! Your results may vary. May 9, 2012. May Angels Lead You In. Thomas' mother passed away last night. May she rest in peace. May 8, 2012. The doctors said there is nothing more they can do for Thomas's mother except make her comfortable until. she dies. I am trying to be strong, but I'm not very good at it. I am trying to be helpful, but I feel useless. I am sorry. I am so, so sorry.
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there's a hell of a good universe next door;: November 2012
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There's a hell of a good universe next door;. This is the personal weblog of Chel Mercado. now with 0% Trans Fats! Your results may vary. Nov 24, 2012. Lacking in any real want for material possessions. I don't have everything, but I'm happy with what I have. So here I am, a quarter century old, not remembering a time when the day after Thanksgiving was spent just being happy with what I have. I can't decide whether that's wonderful because of the overwhelming sense if peace or depressing because the...
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listen:: May 2015
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Quotes, lyrics, poems, passages and whatnot. a blog for unoriginal thoughts running around in Chel's head. Wednesday, May 13, 2015. The world is hard because you may wake up today but not tomorrow. And yet no one will accept ". Fear of death and a futile existence. As a reasonable excuse to miss work. Monday, May 11, 2015. From a pink sticky note on my wall. There are lots of ways of being miserable. But there's only one way of being comfortable. And that is to stop running 'round after happiness.
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listen:: December 2012
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Quotes, lyrics, poems, passages and whatnot. a blog for unoriginal thoughts running around in Chel's head. Sunday, December 30, 2012. In the end, why I switched majors in college:. Science never cheered up anyone. The truth about the human situation is just too awful. ". 160; Kurt Vonnegut. Saturday, December 29, 2012. The first half of my university experience. My reply will go like this: "You might want to read the picaresque novel The Adventures of Angle March. 160; Kurt Vonnegut. 160; Kurt Vonnegut.
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there's a hell of a good universe next door;: April 2012
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There's a hell of a good universe next door;. This is the personal weblog of Chel Mercado. now with 0% Trans Fats! Your results may vary. Apr 28, 2012. The muses tend to pick the most inopportune moments to strike - but it isn't a strike, is it? It's more of a tap, a light brush that you think little of at the time (in truth, sometimes you don't notice it at all) but festers into an itch that can't be cured under your idle fingernails - no, it needs release beyond flesh, beyond body. Apr 21, 2012. Would ...
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there's a hell of a good universe next door;: It's all dirty
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There's a hell of a good universe next door;. This is the personal weblog of Chel Mercado. now with 0% Trans Fats! Your results may vary. Mar 16, 2015. Hide behind pretty words I write? So isn’t that what I’m. A vulnerability that is clean – sterile, purified? It takes so much routine cleaning to maintain a level of “normal” in a home, and yet the task is so thankless, so behind-the-scenes that it feels futile. And yet we carry—I carry—on this burden, this cross in silence. Portland, Oregon, United States.
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there's a hell of a good universe next door;: August 2012
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There's a hell of a good universe next door;. This is the personal weblog of Chel Mercado. now with 0% Trans Fats! Your results may vary. Aug 19, 2012. The last days of summer wind down and I find myself wound up something fierce. Huh. Uploaded some poems to make up for my lack of blogging. Aug 17, 2012. I hold back the sun again. As I soap up the windows. The daylight kept at bay. Each Sunday brings reprise of. This most mundane ritual:. A regular exercise,. But one in futility. Yet if not for my efforts.