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被带走的回忆: 一个人的真实
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Saturday, June 13, 2009. 今天在书房照到了一本爱情故事书,看了几篇文章,其中有一篇叫"当我还是一个人",我不知道有没有人心里有着和我同样的想法,每个人都会感觉到有时候即使身边有一大堆的朋友,但仍然觉得寂寞和孤单. 感觉很久没有在网上发表自己的心情了,有些不自然,也有些不知从何下手了,最近说不出是因为忙还是因为没有灵感,总觉得心里缺少了点什么,但是始终都找不到那缺少那部分. 我经常感到心里压力特别大,对很多事总会有种力不从心的感觉,也许在我的心里真的承受着太多太多的事吧,有些不为人知却又不能和人诉说的事,有时真的感觉到自己快要崩溃了,我不知道自己要找什么样的方法来发泄,而有时又真很难过,那种难过真的难以用言语来表达的. 有时总想找个人说说话,说说心里的故事,但我却发现想要找到一个真正可以说心事的人真的不容易,感觉社会上的每个人都在戴着面具生活,让人看不到真实的面目,一旦揭开却可以看到丑陋的一面,让人害怕.我从不想刻意去揭开某些人的真实一面,因为我知道,要想揭开一个人的真实一面真的像一个战场一样,只有到了"死"的时候才能分清一个人的真实是什么样的. 嗯。。...
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被带走的回忆: May 2009
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Sunday, May 24, 2009. 就像一场梦一样 很像一个轮回。 我在奔跑,我在欢笑,我在看着路边的风景。 当我把照片删掉的那一刻,我的眼泪还是掉了下来。我没有那么坚强,我没有那么洒脱。 我没有勇气在把那些照片删掉。 因为,毕竟我们相爱过。 很撕心裂肺的那一种。 我们的故事太多,我们的回忆也很多。 这一路走来挺不容易的,我以为我们会好好的珍惜彼此,我以为只要有爱就够了。我以为我们的爱情可以战胜一切。 可我们只是凡人,有些问题我们没有办法解决。 想要放弃不容易,我没有办法忘记,虽然时间可以改变,但是一年,两年,或许一辈子的时间吧。我们说好无论发生什么事情,都不许放弃彼此。可是突然这样,我有点很难接...Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). View my complete profile.
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被带走的回忆: April 2010
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Friday, April 30, 2010. OH my Dam long never view my own blog. Things keep changing, people also keep changing. Those time that we used to be is not gonna be happen again at this moment. The feeling is lost, and will it lost forever? Will see how it goes, maybe u like the moment now. Then just fine. Left all those past in the candle hand. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). View my complete profile. OH my Dam long never view my own blog.
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被带走的回忆: July 2009
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Saturday, July 11, 2009. 可是我不能说,我常常跟你说只要你开心,幸福,我也会一样开心,可是每当我一次又一次看到我们曾经拍过的照片,我感到一次比一次更痛。我知道,我很明白我绝对不能心软,因为这件事情已经拖了很久,我宁可自己不开心也不会想要见到你不开心。我不再理你,你可能只会不开心一个星期,可是如果我们拖下去,你不开心的心情会一直的拖下去,我只是希望你真得明白,如果真的有一天,我学会了放弃你,不是因为我忘了你,而是因为我太爱你了。我明白了爱一个人不一定要拥有那个人,只要那些甜蜜回忆还有你的心都还在,就好了,我真的不想期望太多。我不相信耶稣,但我愿意祈祷你每一天,都幸福,都健康和快乐,我同样会在角落,...Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). View my complete profile.
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被带走的回忆: 很矛盾。。。
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Thursday, August 27, 2009. 很矛盾。。。 虽然,一直希望你能把我忘记,原因是我不想要这件事情一直一直的再拖下去。可是,我发现原来当你真的忘了我时,心里的那种痛,真的重来都没试过那么痛。一直叫你忘记的我到现在仍然没办法放下你。我不知道是什么原因让我这样的深爱着你,不是没有尝试过开始一段新的恋情,是每当开始后都会一再想回你,想回我们拥有过的回忆。我不知道我要到什么时候才能把你真正的忘掉,可是我想。。。真的会要用很长很长的一段时间。真的希望你幸福,难受的就留给自己吧。 Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). View my complete profile. 很矛盾。。。
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被带走的回忆: OH my.. Dam long never view my own blog
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Friday, April 30, 2010. OH my Dam long never view my own blog. Things keep changing, people also keep changing. Those time that we used to be is not gonna be happen again at this moment. The feeling is lost, and will it lost forever? Will see how it goes, maybe u like the moment now. Then just fine. Left all those past in the candle hand. Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). View my complete profile. OH my Dam long never view my own blog.
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被带走的回忆: November 2009
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Wednesday, November 18, 2009. Finally after one year. Finally it been one year. And now we got chance get back together. Everything still like a mist. I should be very happy about we getting back. But i scare its like a dream. I scare this dream will awake. If its really a dream. I hope i can forever inside the dream. You really mean alot for me. You wont away anymore. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom). View my complete profile. Finally after one year.
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被带走的回忆: 心
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Saturday, July 11, 2009. 可是我不能说,我常常跟你说只要你开心,幸福,我也会一样开心,可是每当我一次又一次看到我们曾经拍过的照片,我感到一次比一次更痛。我知道,我很明白我绝对不能心软,因为这件事情已经拖了很久,我宁可自己不开心也不会想要见到你不开心。我不再理你,你可能只会不开心一个星期,可是如果我们拖下去,你不开心的心情会一直的拖下去,我只是希望你真得明白,如果真的有一天,我学会了放弃你,不是因为我忘了你,而是因为我太爱你了。我明白了爱一个人不一定要拥有那个人,只要那些甜蜜回忆还有你的心都还在,就好了,我真的不想期望太多。我不相信耶稣,但我愿意祈祷你每一天,都幸福,都健康和快乐,我同样会在角落,...Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom). View my complete profile.
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被带走的回忆: TAG by Ang Pin Pin
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Tuesday, September 1, 2009. TAG by Ang Pin Pin. 1) Who is your best friend? 2) Do you admire/love he/her? Yea, for sure. 3) Do you share your deepest secrets with he/her? 4) Isit a He or a Her? 5) List another 10 friends. 1 Ang Pin Pin. 6) Have you loved 1 before? Ya, and still but not gay. Sometimes, cause he very lazy. Got boyfriend already lu. 9) Does 9 love 6? They don't know each. Yes Is an optimistic person. 11) Rather die or make love with 10? I will do everything for 10. 4)You age- 20 in 2009.
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